Pick up the lights, pick up the hoops, turn on the music and spin. You make my heart soar!… <3
FROM AN UNKOWN SENDER.
I do not intend for you to publish this. It is too many characters to fit in a message. I was the happiest person you could ever meet… or so I thought. Actually, I was numb and dumbed down so I didn’t have to deal with the pain of my mother being terminally ill for nearly a decade. Years before my mom died, I didn’t realize how numb I actually was. When she died a year ago, my family became very depressed and everyone stopped taking care of each other. I got a fast food job where I often worked 35 hours a week – and I’m 18 years old, and in school. I failed all of my classes. I gained a lot of weight from nonstop binge eating. I took many uneventful trips that just knocked on my empty skull. I ran away from home for months on end…living in a packed car, sleeping in parking lots. Police were following me constantly. The list of all the woes I put myself and my family through goes on… The stress that my body was undergoing was incredible. I’d drain my bank account and overeat takeout, the next day my fingers would be so swollen I couldn’t bend them. My cuts wouldn’t heal; I was always infected. Every single bad energy there is felt like it was inside of me. What jolted me back to where I really want to be in life… was by far the scariest experience of my life. It was back in February, and it still haunts me every single day. Sometimes, experiencing the absolute most wretched is the best life help. Is that where you are now? We’re beginning to regain our vital moments of clarity. You may be supporting yourself financially, but you’re not supporting your soul. I believe your job takes the life out of you. Working for a slave wage is sometimes a worse choice than not working at all. Repeat processes will cause your mind to operate in the same way. Reeling thoughts, all day long. Grinding against your skull, making you think they are useful. They are useless. Struggle when it is necessary for you, but always make sure to struggle in the direction you know is right for you. Anxiety will cloud your mind and bring you down, depression will halt you… so don’t torture yourself for things that will keep you stuck in that city cage. You will always move up, so long as you have the will. Use your spirit – you already know it’s the greatest thing about you!! Stop ignoring it, stop shoving it under the rug for eight hours a day, and let it guide you toward your goals. Of greatest importance is ridding yourself of the depression and anxiety, and renewing your mental health. Everyone can tell how you are feeling internally, whether you think you can hide it or not, whether you think they even care… people have an amazing innate sense of this and it will make and break every chance that comes your way. Now that you know what you want, go for it, work for it, heal for it. How you will do this is always your choice. Your life comes together when you do.
WOW… I really can’t thank you enough for this kind message. It really opens my eyes to the similar struggles we all go through. I hope you find bliss in your path of life. You have given me a whole bunch! Things will and are slowly getting better. I have to thank my fellow friends and family for that. My own internal struggle seems to be easier and easier to handle every new day. I’m not shoving it under the rug, but embracing it and taking over control. My head feels all light and fluffly from this now. :D
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Let the mind be at ease and the heart beating strong.
There’s always time to worry, it’s whether you choose to let it consume your thoughts or let it pass. Keep your goals in sight and progress moving forward. Be above your instincts, and grow, and blossom infinitely.
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